I turned 4 months last Saturday & saw Mommy Bathing

Last Saturday I turned 4 months old. (6 Sept 2008) I was sleeping when I heard Mommy Nic wake up. She went to take a bath and left me alone on our bed. So I turned myself over and realise I can't turn myself back! Mommy Nic is still in the toilet and can't hear me. So I looked up to find her. There is when I saw her naked under the shower. She kept screaming "oh my gosh! Oh my gosh!"
Then start snapping away. I didn't know lifting up my head can get her so excited. I was excited too as it was my First time. Well I guess it is nice to be able to see the world from a different angle. I wonder what I can do next when I turn 5 months in October...

Shucks! Now I can't turn myself back. Darn...my head is real heavy.
Uh Oh...I can't believe it, I am strong enough to lift my head! This should get Mommy Nic real excited. Wait till she sees what I can do!

Yup...at this point I saw Mommy Nic is the shower...I am a peeping Kim....here comes the screaming... relax now...it is just my head.

Little Red Kimberley

Mommy wants to Die

I stand alone in the lonely night
Wondering why am I still alive
When there is nothing left in my life
Nothing I have done is ever right
My mama thinks that my mind is gone
People thinks that I am going insane
Have they every spare a thought
Rather than making me someone I am not
Mistakes I made I never regret
Mistake they made for me, that I fret
As in the end I'm left to struggle
And be blame for not being able to juggle
The end has come my mind tells me
Tired & hopeless, dejected & sorrowful
My Kimberley is now all I see
Hoping one day she'll be my daughter again