I want to be a Pageant Queen one day. - Kim 7 months old.

My mommy said that I will be a princess one day. She bought so many dresses for me. I wonder if I will be cute enough to be Miss Singapore. I love being in Thailand. I have so many people to carry me. They get really excited when I smile. Hmm...I can now sit on my own too. I even grew my first teeth on Christmas Eve. I am a big girl now.

Kim at 7 Months - My First Orchard Road Trip

That's me I am 7 months now...I looked difference cos my double eyelids are back!

Last Saturday I went to meet with Aunty Rhia who came down from India. Mommy other friends were there too. I was not feeling well cos I just had my vaccination so I didn't enjoy myself much. Here are some of my trip photo!

My First Passport Photo!

Mommy Nic is bringing me to Bangkok!



I am so excited, I am going to Bangkok. Mommy Nic is gonna make me a passport.

Check out my first passport photo. Do I look pretty?

I couldn't sit up right so they had to tag me from behind. It was a cruel act but well it came out nice. There was this really bright light infront of me and this adult people made funny faces at me again. I was perplexed by their actions which explained my shocked look.

Sometimes adult people confused me. They like to act silly in front of me, I am not quite sure why...hmmm....

Baby Kim's First Deepavali at Aunt Jey's House

Preetttyy dress from Aunty Jey...
Why are these adult ppl making funny faces at me?

Opps my panty is showing...

Aunt Lat can't stoping videp taping me...heehee!

I'm five months people! 18 more years to Miss Universe Pageant

Mommy always says that I will be Miss Singapore Universe one day so i am practicing my charming look to melt the judges heart. I wonder if it is working. My mommy got me a new pram too. It is red our favouraite colour, other than yellow of course. My mommy likes everything yellow. She gets upset when I wear pink. Most of my clothes are pink. My mommy is afraid I will become like Elle in Legally Blonde...But I am happy to finally be 5 months. That's mean I can crawl on my own too...!

I turned 4 months last Saturday & saw Mommy Bathing

Last Saturday I turned 4 months old. (6 Sept 2008) I was sleeping when I heard Mommy Nic wake up. She went to take a bath and left me alone on our bed. So I turned myself over and realise I can't turn myself back! Mommy Nic is still in the toilet and can't hear me. So I looked up to find her. There is when I saw her naked under the shower. She kept screaming "oh my gosh! Oh my gosh!"
Then start snapping away. I didn't know lifting up my head can get her so excited. I was excited too as it was my First time. Well I guess it is nice to be able to see the world from a different angle. I wonder what I can do next when I turn 5 months in October...

Shucks! Now I can't turn myself back. Darn...my head is real heavy.
Uh Oh...I can't believe it, I am strong enough to lift my head! This should get Mommy Nic real excited. Wait till she sees what I can do!

Yup...at this point I saw Mommy Nic is the shower...I am a peeping Kim....here comes the screaming... relax now...it is just my head.

Little Red Kimberley

Mommy wants to Die

I stand alone in the lonely night
Wondering why am I still alive
When there is nothing left in my life
Nothing I have done is ever right
My mama thinks that my mind is gone
People thinks that I am going insane
Have they every spare a thought
Rather than making me someone I am not
Mistakes I made I never regret
Mistake they made for me, that I fret
As in the end I'm left to struggle
And be blame for not being able to juggle
The end has come my mind tells me
Tired & hopeless, dejected & sorrowful
My Kimberley is now all I see
Hoping one day she'll be my daughter again

More of Lil Kim at 3 Months - I'm cute & You can't Stop Me!

Wassup, Dawg?

Are you falling in love with Cutie Me?

But Why NOOOOTTT?

You know you love me and You can't help it!

Kimberley 3 Months Old

More 3 months old photo coming up. Did not have time to take photo yesterday :)

Little Kai-Lin Growing Up Beautifully

My mommy always thinks of me ;)

People asked mommy questions why don't she try harder to stay with daddy so I will grow up with both mommy and daddy. She is sad when people asked her that cos it is daddy who don't want to be with mommy anymore.

Mommy will bring me up well and I will be just as happy as my other friends and maybe even more love. I know Daddy is there and he will love me from a distance.

Maybe he will leave me one day for his new family. I will be sad but I will have my lovely Mommy Nicole.

Baby Kim Wanna Sleep

Kim 2 Months Old

Forgive and Be Blessed

How do we forgive?

"I am sorry." that's what he said.
He never asked for my forgiveness.
"I know you will never forgive me." that's what he said.
I am not god, I am not Allah, I am not Jesus.
"How do you forgive?" I asked myself.
The lies that never ends.
"How do I go on God from here?"
"Show me a sign, give me the strength to forgive and move on."
If you can't be here to help me, send me someone to prove to me your existence.

Cos right now, I doubt my own existence.

But I know, I need to put the wrong things right.

Then after I can rest my heart.

Thank you to Mommy & Mommy's Friends

This photo is pretty shockingly cute! How many moments can we get such startled response!

Daddy left me but I will be a happy Baby.

Daddy's mistress has been destroyed, I will be a happy baby.

The Filipina bitch that post on my Mommy's blog, Jesus sees it, he will take care of it cos he looks out for me.

I hope Mommy will be happy again, so I will be a happier baby.

I am not afraid to have no Daddy cos my Mommy's friends will love me.

I am only 1 month old, Daddy leave me without a second thought but I will be a happy baby for Mummy.